Fire and Home

Where do I belong?
I have searched high and low.
I have been to many places
But I have been more lost than found

Then You came
Like a fire in my camp
That is where I should be
Right beside your light and warmth
You have been the fire that burns in my heart.

There's no place I would rather be
This life may come and go
Right beside You is where I belong
Right where You are is where I should be

Where do I go from here?
I have wandered near and far
I have met many faces
But I have lost more than found

Then you came
Like a map towards home
Thats where I should be
Right beside your lamp and guide
You have been the home I have waited to find

You came and I come undone
Now im at the end of me
Where You and I will begin
Finally Forever begins.

I FOUND ME- Original Composition

Song Story:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXB01e_k_Wg

I've been trying hard to find
The missing piece of me
In their eyes
In their smile
Just to find who I am

I have worked hard to define
The meaning of this life
In their praise and applause
Just to hear who I am

But who am I?
I cant recognize these sad eyes
I've lost more than found
Who I really am till now

When I found You
I found me
Behind my insecurities
You called me precious than rubies

I have You
I have peace
Behind my fears and doubts
You called me fearless and worthy
The more I found You
I found me

For who you are
Is who I am
Not What I did
But what You've done
What I lost in You
Forever I am found
In You I am found

Meet Me Halfway

They say love is sweeter when the time is right. 
Maybe that's why i never tasted that kind of love 
because I've never got the timing right.

They say you have to also get the person also right 
and you'll find your happily ever after. 

Maybe that's why all i've got was a 'once a upon a time' because i chose the wrong person to love the first time.

I heard a lover say about the one he loves,
'Where shall we meet?'
And she said to him,
Meet me halfway.

Down the trail where our paths meet
where the time is right and ripe.
Where you and i are the same,
And where heaven and earth collide

As lovers meet eye to eye

If only you would realize
from what i have received 
From what was revealed
If only you could decide

Love is sweeter when it is right
the right time
The right reasons
The right place
And the right person

If only you would realize

You and i might pass us by 
And we will miss our time
I don't want to miss u this time.

Tearing

Sometimes you miss someone so much it hurts.
You could feel the 'tearing'.
It bleeds through your eyes
and every night falls on your pillows.

Pillows
The only witness to tears and cries
Who hears the shouts and screams
Of nightmares turned to reality
Of reality becoming memories

Memories of you and me
Colorful now turned gray
Its hard to learn to love
But harder to unlearn loving you

Loving
You were easy to love
Like each rising of the sun
As definite as the waves

Waves
Of pent up emotions
Anger, sadness and rage
Crashing, washing away the illusion

Illusions
Like the pictures in my head
Of you smiling again
Laughing, loving and whole
A made up you by my side.

- i wish for nights like this to be shorter. I wish for morning to come faster. For the nightmares to stop like the tears in my eyes and the screaming. I'm still getting over the thought that some people are never gonna come back. That what was once a reality has now become a memory. Sometimes you miss someone so much it hurts. I can feel the tearing again.

Pagkaun sa Kalag na Gigutom

Here is my Bisaya Poetry.

Walay lami ang pagkaun nimo kung walay kan-on,
Nganong dili man ing-ana ang sa imong Espiritu intawon?

Dapat murag Pamahaw, Paniudto ug Panihapun ang pulong sa Ginoo,
Ayaw gyud daginuton!

Kay basig tambok ug dako imong lawas,
Gamay ug niwang man diay sa sulod!

Hala pagkaun na sa Kan-on na Iyahang Pulong,
Ayaw Hulat na imong lawas buhi ug kusgan,
Pero imong kalag diay namatay na kay nagut-man.

English Translation:

Food is tasteless and not satisfying without Rice,
Why isn't it like that with our Spiritual Life?

It should be like Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner with the Word of God,
Don't make it thrifty!

For you might be fat and big in body,
But small and petite in the inside no one can see!

Come now eat the rice of His Word,
Don't wait for your body be alive and strong,
But your body has been dead with hunger all along.

Seen and posted: https://angelicamarasigan89.blogspot.com/2016/05/pagkaun-sa-kalag-na-gigutom.html

Tula Para sa Nangungulila

Missing someone(s) right now. So I'll write right now.

Di mo man ako pansinin,
Ibaliwala ang pagsuyo at pagtingin,
Basta huwag mo laging kalimutan,
Ikaw ay nasa aking mga panalangin.

Di kita tatantanan o bibitawan,
Makita ko lang ang inaasam na pagbabago.
Mawala na ang inyong lumang pagkatao,
At maghari ang Buhay ni Kristo!

Ngayong araw, ikaw ay nasa aking mga dasal,
Alam mo man o Hindi,
Ako'y nananabik para sa iyo.
Hanggang sa makita kang muli.

Sa aking harap at sa iyong tabi.

Seen and posted in: https://angelicamarasigan89.blogspot.com/2016/05/tula-sa-nangungulila.html

Ngiti: Sa Hangin

Credits: collab with Pluma't Papel
BTW: wrote this with Jesus in mind. I'll just make it clear. Its raining. I love the rain. The wind. Like love. Esp Gods love. Like a storm. Like the wind. To be looked upon with Love, to be known. By Him alone. But poetry can be subjective. Think what u want.


Nung una mong nasilayan
Ang aking mga mata
Ikaw ay nagulat at namangha.

Dahil di mo akalain na,
Ikaw ay tatawagin
Ng aking lihim na pagtingin.

Nang una mong nakita
Ang aking ngiti
Na para sa iyo lang ikinukubli
Ikaw ay napahinto sandali

Sinuklian mo ang aking ngiti
Na mas tumatamis sa iyong mga labi.

Nung una mong narinig
Na pangalan mo ay sambitin
Ikaw ay nahinto at napailing.

Dahil di mo akalaing
Makikilala at matatandaan
Ang bawat letra ng iyong pgkakilanlan

At unti unting lumapit
Distansya ay tinawid
Ng ating mga tingin at mga ngiti
Na tila ngdadala skin sa langit

Para kang bagyo
Inilipad na palayo
Ang mga alinlangan ko sa kahapon
At pinawi ang kirot ng ngayon

Ngunit lilipas lang ba itong pagtingin?
O madadala ito ng hangin?
Bagyong malakas ang hampas
Sa agilang lumilipad ng mataas.

Maari bang ang hangin ang magdadala
Upang sa ganitoy maipapakita
Na ang kahapon ay may kasalukuyan
At ang bukas patungong walang hanggan.