Monday, September 26, 2016

Nightmares and Dreams

Have you had a dream where you where in a dream? It feels like I am. I wish it was. But I awake from a nightmare only to realize I am living one. How can you wake up from that one? Tell me because I need to wake up now.

I feel disconnected
Like a part of me just got rejected
I wish I was dead
But maybe a part of me is already buried.

I keep on running. Like i'm running from someone or something. But can I really run away from this? There are days like this day that I am not me. That I stop feeling. Stop caring. Stop breathing. For each breath I take I also feel the pain. Like a knife stabbed on my chest repeatedly.

I wish it was not real. I wish it was a nightmare that I would wake up anytime. But the pain is too real for this to be a dream.

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