Kapit Lang

Pag-ibig mong nakamtan
Sa mundong ayaw kang pakawalan
At pinili mong maging masaya
Sa kamay ng iba
Kahit alam mong may kumapit
Pinilit mong bumitaw
At iyong iniwanan
AT ngayoy ikay lito
Pano  mababalik
Ang kahapong sanay maulit
Bagkus ang kahapon ay nakaraan
At Ngayon ay kasalukuyan
-poem not mine. Credits to Pluma't Papel

Unfriend

Don't you worry
I won't bother you anymore with my stories
I'm content with the 4 years worth of memories
But they might stay even how i wish them to fade

Don't worry
I won't bore you with my words
I'm happy with your hand written promises u swore
But never meant to keep.
I'll hold on to them still

Every bit of me
I gave to you
Every piece of you
Was a part of me

But don't you worry
You won't hear from me anymore
Not a beep
Not a word
Like i never came to your life at all
Like the pictures never existed
Like the songs were never played
Like every memory fades
Like the day i saw the words
"Unfriend"

Don't stop

Don't stop.
I know the struggle is real.
I see it in your weary eyes
I feel your tired hands.

Don't stop
I know the race feels unending
I see the sweat on your brow
I feel the tears falling now

Don't stop
Let love be your battlecry
Let the one at the cross decide
Let him live and let you die inside
Fight or flight or forgive
Don't stop. Just please don't stop

Pictures in my head

Pictures in my head
Old faces in another time and self
Trapped in fading photographs
Of old memories in my past

Words written in my heart
Old sentiments of another time and life
Caged in paper and ink
Of old promises of yesteryears

It was a good life
Of a once a upon a time
But I'm ready to turn the page
I'm finally saying farewell

Thank you
For the good times and sleepless nights
Won't forget every tear and smile
Like a movie on replay on my mind

Thank you
For the sweet memories and sad melodies
Won't forget every single part
Like a song on repeat in my heart

But my tomorrow is coming
I've been waisting my today
I'm saying goodbye to yesterday.

My Dear

You should know me by now
This wont just pass me by
No length of space
No amount of time
My dear you know me better
Actually you know me best
My dear dear friend

You should know me by now
You've never been a passing thought
Not just a number
Not just a passing face
My dear you know me better
Actually you know me best
My dear dear best friend.

Shell

I saw you cross the street
One look I knew its you
Same eyes
Same smile
But a shell of someone I used to know

I saw coldness in your eyes
Eyes that once shined so bright
Smile that used to radiate
But now a shadow of your former self

I felt numbness in your embrace
Heart so dead I don't hear a single beat
Only Ere Silence so deafening to my ear
None of the beautiful sonnet you used to be

So I let go of your fragile frame
Saw nothing of the flower I used to be amazed
You had the same eyes
You had the same smile
Even the same name
But a shell of somebody I used to know
A shell so empty and hollow.

Nightmares and Dreams

Have you had a dream where you where in a dream? It feels like I am. I wish it was. But I awake from a nightmare only to realize I am living one. How can you wake up from that one? Tell me because I need to wake up now.

I feel disconnected
Like a part of me just got rejected
I wish I was dead
But maybe a part of me is already buried.

I keep on running. Like i'm running from someone or something. But can I really run away from this? There are days like this day that I am not me. That I stop feeling. Stop caring. Stop breathing. For each breath I take I also feel the pain. Like a knife stabbed on my chest repeatedly.

I wish it was not real. I wish it was a nightmare that I would wake up anytime. But the pain is too real for this to be a dream.