Hope Lost (5/11/08)

P.S: Times when I was really an Emo and a Pessimist. Thank God for renewing of mind.

My cell phone beeps, I take a deep breathe.

Hoping it would finally be you texting.

In the midst of this four walls,

Lighted with a single lamp.

A shed a tear.

All hope is lost.

The phone rings, a beat escapes my heart.

Hoping it would finally be you calling.

In the loudness of silence,

In this dark and empty room.

I break a sob.

All hope is gone.

I miss you more, every passing night.

Not a single day passed without a thought of you.

My calendar is scratched and marked;

The anticipation is too great My Love, To see you once again.

But all hope is gone, I am so lost.

For the thought of you not thinking of me.

Missing you even I’m not missed by you.

As the tears flow endlessly.

I, in this four-walled,

Dark and empty room.

The noise of solitude is deafening.

I’ll never forget after you’ve finally forgotten me.

All hope is lost, all hope is lost.